Set in reality but introduction of fantasy elements to portray the effects of taking drugs like heroine (hallucinations). And I was thinking to myself, now this girl's special. Weiss. It's official. . At least, we're not that fucking stupid. Gone. Sometimes she goes a whole week. Drum couldnt take it. And when I got married, I threw myself into becoming a Keating, and it was all to create a version of myself that the world would accept. . Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing, spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. . And once the pain goes away, that's when the real battle starts. The Straw (dramatic) 2. At least you get letters. All of these boys are mean and dont have any respect for me. But thats all a dream, because my mother did not live. I fantasize about a massive pristine convenience. I dont understand the concept actually. This is the moment when you swing by to tell me youre leaving again, on a longer trip with a bigger grant to study something even stranger than before, before Im even used to having you around? Ali Hajipour. I command all of you to listen to me and support me! You will lie with the rest of your kind in the dirt your dreams forgotten. I dont know. Watch the Movie Mark "Rent-boy" Renton Monologues Choose Life. (Pause. And there are demons everywhere. For the cancer to come back. Im damned if Im gonna stand here and have you tell me youre in love with somebody else! He really did. It was time to go out fighting again. Let me wear it a little longer, Mother! This list comprises mainly of classical texts. You really should be in therapy, you know. But slowly, your brain begins to erase every memory that ever brought you joy. But what I hope most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you that even though I do not know you. Which gave my mother relief, because it meant that in the bad times, there would be good times. No. A monologue from the tv series created by Ronald D. Moore, Matt Wolpert, and Ben Nedvi. Between them, the death of a father has interposed so little hatred, that the duty of blood with regret pursues him. Go anywhere you want. Are you getting a divorce? him did you leave,Second to none, unseconded by you,To look upon the hideous god of warIn disadvantage; to abide a fieldWhere nothing but the sound of Hotspurs nameDid seem defensible: so you left him.Never, O never, do his ghost the wrongTo hold your honour more precise and niceWith others than with him! No one had such skill with his spear. Watch the Movie Mark "Rent-boy" Renton Monologues 'Choose life'. If I concentrated long enough I could make the pain appear by an effort of will. No one said a word. Mikey Forrester, Russian sailors, what the fuck are you boys on, eh? And I dont feel sad, either. I have this thing about not seeing people in the flesh. And will only continue to be this way. A monologue from the tv series created by Taylor Sheridan. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pissing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked up brats you spawned to replace yourselves. His life spirals out of control until he decides to come clean. You said, lets talk truthfully, even shamelessly, then! Brilliant gold taps, virginal white marble, a seat carved from ebony, a cistern full of Chanel no.5, and a flunky handing me pieces of raw silk toilet roll. Instead, I stand before you, mask off, to tell you the Gods honest. But that morning, I knew that rule was about to be broken. Drown in its rivers. O perilous mouths,That bear in them one and the self-same tongue,Either of condemnation or approof;Bidding the law make courtsy to their will:Hooking both right and wrong to the appetite,To follow as it draws! That's for sure. I cant go to the police. The other thing about depression is it kind of collapses time. ), Isnt that right? Theres these moments that shape our lives, moments you have no control over. I didnt want your son, Michael! Youre sucking all my energy up in your silence. And him, O wondrous him!O miracle of men! My family drove 267 miles in a rented minivan, loaded with friends and relatives eager to witness my ceremony. Magnesia, milk of, one bottle. I mean, just what am I striving to create anyway? And yetI honored thee, as the wise will deem, rightly.Never had I been a mother of children,or if a husband had been moldering in death,would I have taken this task upon me in the citys despite.What law, ye ask, is my warrant for that word?The husband lost, another might have been found,and child from another, to replace the first-born;but, father and mother hidden with Hades,no brothers life could ever bloom for me again.Such was the law whereby I held thee first in honor;but Creon deemed me guilty of error therein,and of outrage, ah brother mine!And now he leads me thus, a captive in his hands;no bridal bed, no bridal song hath been mine,no joy of marriage, no portion in the nurture of children; but thus, forlorn of friends, unhappy one, I go living to the vaults of death.And what law of Heaven have I transgressed?Why, hapless one, should I look to the gods anymorewhat ally should I invokewhen by pietyI have earned the name of impious? In my fantasy world, had my mother lived, I would be extremely well-dressed. One television and one bottle of Valium, which I've already procured from my mother, who is, in her own domestic and socially acceptable way also a drug addict. Your purpose, right? A need like nothing else I've ever known will soon take hold of me. Finds brotherhood in thee no sharper spur?Hath love in thy old blood no living fire?Edwards seven sons, whereof thyself art one,Were as seven vials of his sacred blood,Or seven fair branches springing from one root:Some of those seven are dried by natures course,Some of those branches by the Destinies cut;But Thomas, my dear lord, my life, my Gloucester,One vial full of Edwards sacred blood,One flourishing branch of his most royal root,Is crackd, and all the precious liquor spilt,Is hackd down, and his summer leaves all faded,By envys hand and murders bloody axe.Ah, Gaunt, his blood was thine! .for they, when hunters steal their youngferociously pursueand slay them, till they reach the seaand plunge beneath its waves.Not tigresses, but timid hares,not Spaniards, but barbarians,too chicken-hearted to denyyour women to other men!Why not wear distaffs at your waists?Why gird on useless swords?I swear to God we women aloneshall make those tyrants payfor our indignities, and billthose traitors for our blood.And you, you effete effeminates,I sentence to be stonedas spinsters, pansies, queens and cowards,and forced henceforth to wearour bonnets and our overskirts,with painted, powdered faces.Our valorous Commander meansto have Frondoso hangeduncharged, untried and uncondemnedfrom yonder battlements.Hell serve all you unmanly menthe same, and Ill rejoice;for when this honourable townis womanless, that ageshall dawn which once amazed the world,the age of Amazons. The one thats telling you dont. There is nowhere to chain love to vows and ceremony. My paralysis. You have to worry about bills, about food, about some football team that never fucking wins, about human relationships and all the things that really don't matter when you've got a sincere and truthful junk habit. I survived losing my first love, Eve, because I was scared to be gay. Trainspotting provides a gritty depiction of the effects of heroin addiction, both the periods of drug use and withdrawal. (Pause.) . Tis foolishness, I ween,To overstep in aught the golden mean. . Your moms with someone. What the smell of smoke did to Sodapop and I. About, In anguish I am writing to you my unborn children. The eponymous 1996 film by Danny Boyle distilled these themes and characters and focused on . Shes happy. What that felt like. I fed her at my own breast even though they told me to give her to the wet nurse. . Something inside Sick Boy was lost and never returned. Can you live there, Gavin? MARK "RENT-BOY" RENTON: "Now I've justified this to myself in all sorts of ways. . But already such a bright little girl! You know, I guess Ive been heart-broken too many times. Thats the only good option. Vintage Photography Women. A few times a week, you know, they come in here and prod me. and hear your playmates calling you, Johnny, Johnny! How it went through me, just to hear your name called! When one thinks of women and Elvis Presley, it's either his widow Priscilla, his late daughter Lisa Marie, or the legion of ladies left weak in the knee when the badass kid from Tupelo . 1. I thought, Thats true love. And in the middle of this burning I am supposed to envision my life, Mary. I like how wine continues to evolve, like if I opened a bottle of wine today it would taste different than if Id opened it on any other day, because a bottle of wine is actually alive. people make all these fucking promises. Every single person in Turkey cheered for the dramatic change! It's SHITE being Scottish! The movie follows mischievous high school senior, Ferris Bueller, for an entire day as he skips class and does whatever it takes have a care-free day off in downtown Chicago. A monologue from the play by Seth Kramer. Trainspotting - Choose Life Classic T-Shirt By simonettamp From $19.26 Choose wife tshirt Classic T-Shirt By MimieTrouvetou From $19.26 Trainspotting - Choose Life Classic T-Shirt By DomenicoDavoli From $19.26 Transpotting Monologue Choose Life White on Black Essential T-Shirt By Solomonthethird From $19.26 Mark Renton (Ewan McGregor) and his buddies try to escape their boring everyday life in Edinburgh, Scoland, by using heroin. When you're off it you are suddenly obliged to worry about all sorts of other shite.Got no money: can't get pissed. I lived that way for a long, long time. Never let your friends tie you to the tracks. This was to be my final hit, but let's be clear about this. When my daughter was taken from me, my only daughter well you cant imagine how that feels unless youve lost a child. dead Henrys woundsOpen their congeald mouths and bleed afresh!Blush, Blush, thou lump of foul deformity;For tis thy presence that exhales this bloodFrom cold and empty veins, where no blood dwells;Thy deed, inhuman and unnatural,Provokes this deluge most unnatural.O God, which this blood madest, revenge his death!O earth, which this blood drinkst revenge his death!Either heaven with lightning strike themurderer dead,Or earth, gape open wide and eat him quick,As thou dost swallow up this good kings bloodWhich his hell-governd arm hath butchered! And the fantasy of right and wrong. It took everything. firm, she lost everything when her husband absconded with all her money. I dont really think it matters what that thing is . One that will never die. Therefore proceed. Im a coward. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, Pishing you last in a miserable home. (Detective doesnt answer.) Trainspotting 's classic 'Choose Life' monologue inspired an entire generation, and has been seen plastered to the wall of student bedrooms ever since. Its funny. Tried to find words to describe it. That cannot be up to anyone else. stop talking rubbish. Can't get a bird: no chance of a ride. 20 years after the events of the first film, the now 46-year-old Mark Renton lives in Amsterdam and spends his days in the gym. I mean Do I really care if a handful of my poems are read after Im gone? I think its safe to say that I have explored the full range of rage. A monologue from the play by Lynn Nottage. I watch them do this. Every inch but one. Maybe I wont be around. Choose leisurewear and matching luggage. Yes, freedom has fangs. I mean, thats what its all about, right? Trainspotting is just a very honest and well-made film about the nature of addiction, and it doesn't pull any punches when it is time to show the alternating pleasure and pain of substance abuse. But somebody told me it was important so here it goes. My therapist, are you in therapy? Once again, it felt as if I fell into a deep trance by George's words; I could imagine all the rabbits and the alfalfa, the cows, pigs, and chickens.. All in our very own farm where we have our own freedom. Rodrigo, thy valor renders thee worthy of me; but although thou art valiant, thou art not the son of a king. Used to develop the audience's understanding of the experiences of taking drugs. Out here, we swim horseback through rivers. If the pilot had banked left instead of right, if the south had won the war in Vietnam, if the Russians hadnt beat us to the moon. Sal becomes embarrassed.). None of the boys noticed how mulish and tall I was. Cause if youre getting a divorce, you havent changed a bit. He didn't seem to be mad at me at all. Could great men thunderAs Jove himself does, Jove would neer be quiet,For every pelting, petty officerWould use his heaven for thunder;Nothing but thunder! (Undine realizes the addicts are eavesdropping and finds herself including them in her confessional.). Rue's monologue about depression: Euphoria I cant even keep you out of my bed. Increasing thoughts about death just seemed to come over me. . The love of your life? There isnt enough pity to go round. To whom should I complain? All I know is that my adults, the ones assigned to me, they dont seem to want me around, or I can put it differently, they dont want to be around me. Id like to help you out with that myself, if thats all right with you. Till I saw a few of the boys snickering. They wondered aloud who belonged to those people. Clicking a link will take you to a PDF version of the monologue. Ill tell them about you, and your father, how good he was to us. Is not that glimmer there afar That dying exhalation that pale star A tiny taper, which, with trembling blazeFlickering twixt struggling flames and dying rays,With ineffectual sparkMakes the dark dwelling place appear more dark?Yes, for its distant light,Reflected dimly, brings before my sightA dungeons awful gloom,Say rather of a living corse, a living tomb;And to increase my terror and surprise,Drest in the skins of beasts a man there lies:A piteous sight,Chained, and his sole companion this poor light.Since then we cannot fly,Let us attentive to his words draw nigh,Whatever they may be. 1,000 years from now there will be no guys and no girls, just wankers. Heathers (comedic) 3. . Out here, you turn towards the pain as it tears into you. Wash the dishes, clean the house, feed the kids, shave my beard. We're ruled by effete arseholes. And I understand it less than when I first cast eyes on this place. I know you dont want to move, but whatever house you choose will be yours. But those are not the crimes Im being tried for. Nay, then,if these things are pleasing to the gods,when I have suffered my doom,I shall come to know my sin; but if the sinis with my judges, I could wish themno fuller measure of evil than they,on their part, mete wrongfully to me. The downside of coming off junk was I knew I would need to mix with my friends again in a state of full consciousness. You could always get the truth from Tommy. It's a SHITE state of affairs to be in, Tommy, and ALL the fresh air in the world won't make any fucking difference! ), A monologue from the play by J. Thalia Cunningham. Oh, I suppose I am sick. Electric blue. Youre Virtual Dad! What have I got, Harry? If one of Tims black students was angry with him, the black student would have shot Tim right there in the moment. The FIRE took that from me. Anger, which I guess is a variation of rage and sometimes it gives way to panic, which in my case is also a variation of rage. If I close my eyes, I can hear the sound of Oberyns skull breaking. Go on. That is, until it peaks, like your 61. And what I really dont understand is how come everybody else isnt screaming with boredom too. Oberyn looked beautiful that day. Im his only living child, so he wanted to make a good match for me. Screenplay by: Patty Jenkins. Sometimes when the doctor was examining me I felt our roles were reversed and that I was prodding his tummy. Here, she starts out talking to Guy, an addict in the group, but expands her confessional to include everyone, finishing up with Guy, who might be the only person who can redeem her. Its murder. This is the opening monologue, in voice over, when he is chased by the police in the streets of Edinburgh, as he gives the audience his reasons for using heroin.. Voila! If love lives by hope, it perishes with it; it is a fire which becomes extinguished for want of fuel; and, in spite of the severity of my sad lot. They came en masse, dressed in their Alexanders best. I got no one to care for. Ive lived next door to you all the days of my life. Now, by my life,Old fools are babes again; and must be usedWith cheques as flatteries,when they are seen abused.Remember what I tell you. Did you hear that? Ive never heard anyone say Im happy and actually feel it. When you're on junk you have only one worry: scoring. The IRA was nowhere near as scary as what had just happened to our lives. A vision that tells us that we belong to something that is greater then ourselves, that we are *not*, that none of us are alone! When I was ten I started getting sharp pains in my side and had to be taken to the doctors. BREAK UP - A young woman attempts a conversation with her ex-boyfriend's mother over the phone in this dramatic monologue. I was there that day when Ser Gregor crushed your lovers head. Theres some really nice options in your price range. To decide against my plaintiff is to choose lining the pockets of prison owners over providing basic defense for the people who live in them. It was the first time Id got one over on them. As George, Dear Auntie, I don't think I can stand one more day on this dumb island. it waxes, nears me nowWoe, woe for me, Apollo of the dawn!Lo, how the woman-thing, the lionessCouched with the wolfher noble mate afarWill slay me, slave forlorn! Wouldn't you want to improve it? Im supposed to set goals and maybe take night classes that will expand my horizons. But Mary, I open my eyes every morning and all I want is a pipe to smoke. This is actually not only for our advantages, but also for the good of everyone single person here in this town! Yet all thats left of them is bones in amber. Why did you do that?Doesnt matter now. Natural Language; Math Input; Extended Keyboard Examples Upload Random. Youve had fantasies, Im sure; so have I, but were married. 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